Straightforward
I feel frustrated. I feel frustrated because some people can't be straightforward enough to tell me what they feel, what they think and discuss problems like adults. I would prefer being hurt from what they say instead of hanging in this state of uncertainty and trying in vain to imagine what the h*ll is going on in their head. I might not find criticism easy at the beginning, but I do have the balls to accept it and do something about it. I feel like shaking them one by one so that they would tell me. I already have a lot on my plate right now and to top that with this unpleasantness is aggravating the whole situation.
So I just feel frustrated.