a friend hears the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails

Monday, November 20, 2006

invitation to a wedding

Hi guys, es ist so weit... this is it... the day that was planned early this year is finally happening. Here are some details:

JIMENEZ-DISONGLO NUPTIAL
30 December 2006, Saturday
Ceremony
7:00 p.m.
St. James the Great Parish
Cuenca & Ibarra Sts.
Ayala, Alabang
Reception
8:30 p.m.
The Bellevue Manila
North Bridgeway, Northgate Cyberzone
Filinvest Corporate City
Ayala, Alabang

So click away and be one with us in anticipation of this special event, a celebration of a "vie d'un couple"... enjoy!


Thursday, November 02, 2006

the mirror of the sea


Or Al-meriya or Almeria in Andalusia was my destination for 6 days due to an international symposium organized by our organisation with the Government of Spain. It was my first time to travel to Spain after being in Europe for more than a decade. It was also an opportunity to practice my halting Spanish, which I learned from the courses offered by the UN to its employees. I must admit that it helped me a lot coz I was able to converse with people albeit like an idiot and mostly to people patient enough to listen to me, but I was also able to understand most of what they were saying.

The city was under the Arabs until the Spaniards conquered the place in 1489. Some of the Arab architecture and culture is still apparent specially since one of the most important buildings is the Arab fortress, Alcazaba, built by Abd-er Rahman III in the 10th century. They also mentioned about the cathedral but I didn’t have enough time to visit it coz I was busy shopping when I had the time.


One of the funny things was when we arrived and were driving to the hotel, I noticed the shops were closed and was wondering if they don’t work on a Monday. I asked my boss and he said “Siesta”. Oh gosh, I didn’t realize that they really do it. So the shops were closed from 2 to 5pm and open until 8pm. People ate late so I guess they don’t get enough sleep in the evening so they take a break in the afternoon. Hhm, another rhythm and culture of work.

We were of course eating tapas particularly in "Las Botas" and one of the novelty place “Casa Puga” served excellent dried meat. There were also a lot of shops for kids and the people are all mixed. Not one age-level dominating the population. Mango and Zara were great shops and there was this other one called Stradivarius, which was so cheap and so hip. There were shops for evening gowns everywhere, which reminded me of Brazil. The nightlife was also wonderful coz we were out on a Thursday and it felt like a Saturday Night out. Almeria looks like a very laid-back town with a very good quality of life. My colleague and friend who is also a Spaniard told me that before, it was a poor region because their environment was desertified. Then the population started building plastic greenhouses for their crops and from then on, it was able to support its own needs and even import their products to other places, making them a prosperous region now.

For our symposium, we were mostly in the Universidad de Almeria, a sprawling University on the outskirts of the city, facing the Mediterranean Sea. Everything was new and the internet connections were excellent : ) Apparently it was built only a few years before so the buildings are all practically new. Oh by the way, the Queen of Spain, Sofia, opened the symposium so I had a snapshot of her but I was too shy to shake her hand when she was only a stone-throw away. Geez, now am regretting it. But it was still cool to see her.

I only just realized that Spain was so rich culturally and then I think again and say to myself, of course they are, they were conquistadors. Remember your Filipino history?!? I must say that some of the things we know from the back of our heads but when we are confronted by it, is the only time we remember. At the end of the mission, I really enjoyed staying in that place and working with my unit. I hope that the next one will again be memorable.

to play or not to play - part 3

The first show

Finally, we reached the first show on 8 September 2006. I took a day off to handle some other last minute details, buying missing props, arranging make-up, arranging transport of materials from Shalom Center to the Gesamtschule Aula. Organising the props there, preparing the notes, briefing my team, discussing last minute details, making the kids behave, the youth less fidgety, releasing the tension by making jokes and making faces. One of our miracle items that night were the new walkie-talkies that I bought just the night before that was going to help us enormously that night. And with butterflies in my stomach, the lights started to dim, the introductory remarks made and the play was to begin. As the curtains opened, I could not help but close my eyes and pray for God’s guidance. As I heard my husband utter his lines, I kept my eyes shut tighter as I pray for all the actors that night. Before long, we had to change the set for the next scene and shortly after I was banging the table, a tinny bit late, to imitate the banging of the door of Lorenzo of the church where he will find the Dominican priest, Fr. Domingo. During the whole play, I was like a soldier making sure that the backstage curtain does not move. That nobody was making any noise. That the curtains at the back were properly placed including the props we were changing while my ear was glued to the dialogue of the cast to check that they are still following their lines. All the while, the walkie-talkie was buzzing from time to time in my ear as we send and receive instructions from each other.

Unwittingly we reach the half of the play and everything felt like it was a breeze. All of the scenes were done without any problem until we reach the part where Lorenzo was tortured. I had to rush to the other part of the backstage and prepare the wet shirt that Ays was suppose to wear. Ays came rushing to me while I was holding the shirt, opening it wide where his head is suppose to go but we had problems with the sleeve. It was so wet, it was difficult to pull down, then we were also missing the other arm which was turned at the very back and while he was struggling with this other arm, I was tugging the other while Ate Loi was putting white make-up on him at the same time. I had to quickly say that we were almost ready in the walkie-talkie or they might open the lights prematurely for the next scene. Then thank goodness he was ready and he rushed out as he did the torture scene. When the lights went out, I immediately rushed to him, removed the cover of the bottle and poured water on him. He told me later he was so surprised coz the water was so cold. But out he went again for the final confrontation with Tokugawa and I tiptoed back to my part of the backstage.

It must be said that the second to the last scene where we showed a video of the canonization of San Lorenzo Ruiz, we were only able to do that night due to the video that was only finished on that very day. Therefore, it was the only scene where we had a problem. The rope connecting the artificial well was not fully taken out so that when Lorenzo’s leg came down, the well, made of carton and some wood, kipped towards him but by that time, the audience was so immersed in the story that it was such a minor detail. But the video and sounds did not work very well so it was one of the low points but when we finally closed the curtains, we were happy.

However, I was still not fully rejoicing coz we still have another night to go so I immediately reviewed the scenes and made notes where we can still improve details and the flow of work. But celebrate we still did specially with the people who watched and who were so amazed with the outcome of the play. Nobody imagined that it would be so good and powerful. A friend even called me the next day and said that she was still speechless with the play. It was a success! The challenge now is to maintain the same quality and even improve it for the audience of the second show.

The second show

Early in the afternoon, Landz, Libay, Mark and I met to discuss the details missing yesterday and finally set-up the video as it should be done as well as exchanging reviews of the people. Mark, set up all his gadgets at the right side of the stage and made sure that the video was working including the sounds. Before long, the cast started arriving as well as the crew of the backstage. We slowly set up all the materials, making sure that they are well placed. The hair and make-up team, Ate Loi and Charry, started their work. Libay was setting up the foyer for the tickets and food. I felt that the emotions were tighter this evening and that my brains were not working as clearly as yesterday.

Then an hour before the play, we were having technical problems again with the video. The tension was palpable as the issue of continuing with it or not was again a hot discussion. I looked desperately for Libay to ease it but she was occupied with the arrangement of the ticket box that I just decided to move the set-up from the side of the stage to the front and connected all the cables as best as I could. This made my thoughts even more scattered as I seem to lose concentration on the work that we would be doing. But set-it up we did and it seems to be working while avoiding heated arguments and hurt feelings. Ah! The stress of it all!

After the new set-up, I went to my crew and briefed them again. I emphasized the fact that since the show was great yesterday, there was a danger that we would lose concentration and take things for granted. We had to be as good or even better than yesterday. As we threw last minute instructions to everyone at the backstage, the play started.

What can I say? As the show progressed, it was a night of “adlibs”. In the middle of a well-rehearsed, familiar lines, a phrase was uttered, exclamations put on parts that did not use to hold this emotion before, which of course made the play better but it also made my heart miss a beat because I was afraid that they would lose the thread and might end up without saying anything.

There was the scene where Ate Carmen included “Praise the Lord” on her lines that made everyone jump. Where she turned the chair she was holding and cleaning the part underneath just to emphasize her line of “work well done”. Richie asking someone to hit him on the chest to internalize and make his character come out as mean and hard as it should. He was also walking on the sidelines of the curtain and Landz always telling me on the walkie-talkie “Jang the curtain is moving, the curtain is moving!!!!” When Ate Carmen again uttered a line that was completely new and made me wanna cry coz they might lose the thread of the script. And finally when Paul started telling lines that he should have said at the beginning of the play and made me disoriented coz it was reacting to these lines and saying “What?!? We started again from the beginning?!?!”

But rallied they did and I was so proud of them and could not help but just mimic my surprise and my emotion in front of the crew and the cast at the backstage to their amusement.

But finally when the part of the video came, I started praying so hard like never before and asking God to make it work coz everything would depend on this now. Please make it work. Every breath of the head of production was held until the image came and from that point, I just started crying… crying out all the tensions, all the hardships we’ve gone through, all the sacrifices we’ve made to finish this play in 2 months, all the emotions that ran high, arguments, counter-arguments, making-up and working together again with camaraderie and laughter. And cried, I did, for this blessing from God, from gathering all these people for this play and making it work. For the youth who were there to become part of it.

Conclusion

And now, when we talk about the play, it is with reminiscing with pride and joy in our hearts. I just hope and pray that we would be able to continue such activities and share to the people the lives of other people who inspires us to do good. That despite all the hardships, there will always be a silver-lining in the horizon to keep our hope burning. That in life, there is always a path of light... isang Landas ng Liwanag.



to play or not to play - part 2

the title

The production started without the play having a title. It took us a while to think of a good one for it that would capture the concept. Lando had to ask us again and again for the right one. It was only early in August that we were finally able to choose a few. The initial suggestions were bordering from comedy to heavy drama: Lorenzo at Laura, L na L, ang martir at ang biktima, maalaala mo kaya, maalaala kaya niya, ang manlalakbay, ang dayuhan, liwanag sa bukang-liwayway, sibol ng pag-asa, hamon sa gitna ng kadiliman, pangarap at tagumpay, piniling landas.


For myself, I came up with liwanag sa bukang-liwayway coz I wanted to have a sense of hope in the play that is so tragic. Meaning there was a sense from all their hardships. However, the selection still continued until five were finally short-listed. By then I was in Geneva and just following the discussion by e-mail, then I suggested a title mixing my title with Libay’s. Landas ng Liwanag, path of light. The group decided to include that last title in the short-list.

The group then decided to ask the community to choose which will be the best title. This was in the spirit of the Tropa activities where all the communities are always involved. The entries were also raffled and the person drawn was going to get a free ticket. The winning title? LANDAS NG LIWANAG.

the poster

This is another process that took us a while and took us in the Pasamba’s residence in Pech a lot of times. Gunter initially made a couple as draft until I was able to sit with him and brainstorm based on the feedback of Landz at the beginning. Since they wanted sunset, we took a picture with that and also the picture of the main characters: Lorenzo and Laura with the title at the top. Geez, it looked like a film poster from long ago although Gunter was saying it reminds him of Lion King. Hahaha. I guess its because of the color of the sunset.

Then a few days later after Landas ng Liwanag was chosen as a title, I thought of a picture with a path and there would be a source of light somewhere. So I came up a draft lay-out and sent it to the team for feedback. Then again another day was spent with Gunter and we found a photo taken by Gina in the forest near their place for the path. Then Gunter added a source of light. Libay wanted a photo with rosary because San Lorenzo’s life focused on his rosary. Luckily we found a shot of Ays wearing a rosary on one of the production photos and the lighting just fitted perfectly. Laura’s photo was trickier because we had to find the right expression and thank goodness for Photoshop, we were able to mix 2 photos together to get what we want. Then Libay wanted also Paul’s photo because he is also one of the main characters of the play, as Fr. Dominic connecting Laura and Lorenzo. We were able to add all these elements and voila! The new poster came out with a somber look, using sepia as a color theme and when we finally sent it to the production head, they were really happy with it. Another element of the play done. Whew!